When you find out something you don't want to find out,
You cringe at that word and hope it's a dream,
A terrible nightmare you cannot escape.
I don't want to believe this is happening to me,
And I wish and hope to live my life as normal as possible.
But now I know that cannot happen.
What should I do?
Should I tell the people I love or hide it?
Do I go about the new life I have trying to pity other peoples' petty problems or should I tell them?
Should I try them the truth?
Well the truth is I found out something I didn't want to find out,
And I think about it everyday as it kills me.